What would you do where you're feeling not at peace. Not a single peace at all. And you have not slept in days. And you have nothing to look forward to anymore when your reason to look forward has suddenly wondered off. And something you've wished for came, and left in just one small breath, and all you wanted to do is just get it back, but then, you realized, that maybe, you're trying so hard, and maybe, it's just there, but you're the one floating elsewhere.

What would you do, when all you wanted is just to be like others , to own something and then have it for yourself, to keep it, and to hide it from the world, to be selfish enough to rip it's freedom off, just so you could have your very own salvation? And better still, leave it to bleed. just so you can satisfy your own need.

Finally, what would you do, if the very thing you own, decides to stay instead, of having it the other way, that very own thing lying in its own pool of hope, waiting and waiting, and waiting some more, so that you of all person, would wake up, would find a way, and realize that you're not alone. and that thing right there is just there. void of any movement.continuing to hope and wait, so that at least, just once, maybe you would realize that its just there. 

What would you do?